Friday, 27 January 2012

The Secret of Rainbow Goddess



The story maybe unreal, too dramatic to visualize or perhaps contain meaningless details..full of lust and seduction..but allowing myself to flow with rainbow's journey created an alluring chemistry that make me dance around my feelings.

First read in 2008 and keep reading it countlessly..

Collectively, this is my favorite novel which drama I kept dearly next to my emotion...

who painted my moon black

I'm angry and im sad....I get the job that i wanted for so long, im at the position which i can say no one can touch me..but that is not always the case..one thing i cant do is to keep those mouths from talking..talking shit as if their got nothing better to do than observing and judging me..how i wish those THRASH will have  the gut to say those things out loud right to my face..

One thing that i really know about myself is..my heart..i always know that i have a kind heart..but this kind heart is wounded..i just want to be alone and keep myself only to the people who really know & love me..the best thing to do is to keep a distance...i dont want to make any new friends at this place..not just yet..

Friday, 20 January 2012

The Hidden Pair



The hidden pair..that's what my lovely Ida called it..yup..it is a hidden pair..hide under the staircase *wink wink*. I know i have the right to buy whatever i want..merely because i want and because i can ( not really because i need..heee)...but still i do feel 'kecut' if my husband finds out that i just bought another pair of shoe..and another..and another..well, he didnt say much actually..but i just..kecut..haha..orang bersalah kata kan..

Im not really into slipper because i dont really wear one.  However, the Fitflop craze have caught my attention..i tried them a couple of times during my window shopping session..and this pattern struck my heart..i was hit by 'i must get u though i dont know when m gonna wear u' syndrom..heee

Let me inject some info about Fitflop (well...m a lecturer..so, the element of teaching mesti ada :) Fitflop was created by the 41 year old Marcia Kilgore, a married mother of two. She and many other women like her, was so busy that she barely had time to juggle her work and workout with all the motherhood responsibilities on top of that.  'Everybody does a bit of walking..what about a flip-flop?  It's not that expensive to make, it's lightweight, it's going to work your muscles more, it doesn't hurt, it's not messy, you can slip it on and off"...
And so the Fitflop was born.
Marcia Kilgore

Now, i finally grabbed one of Marcia's creation that i have kept hidden under my staircase for 2 weeks..and I love the pair because they make me smile !